My evening has been extremely interesting, why u shall ask?
Because I have been trying to discuss-argument a comment I made on one of my cyber pal.
Now, I am actually tired as I have already spent donkey hours to speak to him on msn, about the all thing.
So I will for once, take a short cut and try not to get lost between the sheets or silver screen.
I was amused to find 2 emails from some ppls I don’t even know, who are on the list of my cyber friend ( Well I m not sure if we still do?) sending me some very insulting remarks about my comment I left on his blog, that was a first to me.
As I am, I like to analyse those and after a while managed as my comment was already deleted to actually been able to read it.
The al issue was involving ppls and animals.
This person was no doubts upset and was talking on his blog about the fact that he was going to give away his cat he had for 10 years due to the fact he will be moving to the state for study or else.
Now, I must admit I wrote this comment when I was drunk (something one has to be careful and would not advice, so my anger and despise the fact I had some amazing discussion with him in the past on msn, I was very infuriated that he was prepared to give away his pet, we are talking cat/ dogs, not hamster or gerbil here, even if I do think, they have a sense of knowing and loving….
But still, I wrote with anger, which was my mistake!
As I actually really enjoyed my past discussion with him.
But if u are going to put a essay on u blog about something u have to be big and strong enough to accept that not everyone’s will agree with you!
So to cut a long story short he was talking about his feeling of guild and sadness to have to let those goes.
And guess what, here u is they were all this cyber friends leaving messages about how hard/ sad/ it must be for him to do so.
So I basically leave a message saying, in wrong way/words! And I had the balls to apologize to him for the crude way I did it but as I told him, I do not regret still what I was trying to say, which in a nutshell was, bullock to that!
If u are going to take a pet, specially a dog/ cat u should think very hard about what u are taking on board, this are not fancy clothes or material things but living beings!
For all this year this cat gave him, what I consider his the most beautiful gift;
-unconditional love and trust!
Now, I know we live in a world which is very hard but despise having little financial means, one of the first thing I did was two have for my 2 dogs, 2 pet passports, so if anything happen, I would take my real/ true / faithful friends with me, whatever….happens.
I know this person had made sure his cat will go to a very good/ caring place I have no doubts about this!
No, my problem was I believe if u take a pet such as this, u should put them as equal as u and think, ok, maybe this is a dream job/ or study , but what about all this year when u felt like shit, who was there, well in u case I cannot speak, but in mine I know! Too well!
I spend the last 5 years in agony and finally start to see the light, but one thing I do remember, well, was, when I was in my lowest and most painful place, it was not humans being who gave me strength but my 2 dogs to carry on, as a matter of facts, after overdosing on barbiturates in my birthday, one of the main reason I did not fall into a coma and died was because as I was laying on the kitchen floor half dead, I cut my hear and was slowly falling into a deep coma.
And if it wasn’t for Moby my border collie I would be dead, he spend hours licking my face and stopping me to falls into unconsciousness.
If I did I would not be here to write about it.
Like I did say in my badly, mouthy words comment, ppls should watch more often;
- The lady and the tramps!
I am simply glad to have been able to explain the all thing to this person, as I say, maybe it is because I had my dog from a rescue centre or simply because I am a divorce child….but in the end, I am grow up enough to have apologize for the way I express myself in my comment which was done when piss! So now u knows try not to send comment when u had too much booze!
But while I truly mean I was sorry for saying the way I say my point of u, I still believe pets as no commodities!
Like some sport car which u can swap when u life change.
I guess the matter is close now, as for the 2 idiots who send me their emails, all I have to says, is STOP FLATTERING ME, U MADE ME SMILE …
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