SWEET SEXY DOLLY!

Head full of ideas, genius indeed wasted more like it!
It is funny, since I behave like a naughty boy since the past month, I care and smile.
With tears in my eyes, so is it happiness?
Baby, I don’t worry, baby I don’t care anymore….
And I am so so so happy!

But what is happiness?
I wonder?
Often, when I am alone typing these lines, I ponder about my future,
Which as extended a lot longer then I thought!
So I guess nobodies knows the true, except me, and even then…..
I am floating between heaven and hell.
Stuck in between!

Sniffing, swallowing my pain away,
Oh yes, I know well, this road,
The one and only who guide me to the gutter,
But don’t worry about regrets,
Because I want to tell u thank u,
Thank u for u love and blessing…
I breaths, this is much more then u can tell,

My eternal muse, Christelle….
U bones must be brittles by now, if not ashes to the ground!
And in some strange reason, if I was told u be around,
I would never stop believe,
But the true is far harder,
You have been long gone,
13 years already, u stops and leaves the stage!

I miss u like fuck!
I wish I could feel u lips!
I would do anything!
But all I have is memories and souvenirs,
U knew better,
And I never guess!

It shall never make sense,
It shall never be truly real in my mind,
But I keep u memories alive all this time my sweet angel!
Everyday, overnights, I thinks of you,
Is this love?
I hope so….

In the end, I am not here for u,
But to resist the same temptation,
So keep u dreams and pray for me,
While watching over me,
As I want dance by myself!

Listen, u can tell me what u wishes,
Whispers of the dead,
Just stop a second,
I was fine until, u walk into my life,
Rape in some alleyways!
So u could simply see my face…
Look where it took u, in an early grave!

Ghost, shadows and all the rest,
Those are all over,
As I am alone tonight talking to the walls,
Remembering u,
I am on a rebound,
To find a single misfits,
And now all I have is a picture is my head!

Sweet sexy doll!

COPYRIGHT@2006.H.NAUDET DIT MARGOT.

ENOUGH!!!

Everyone’s thought he was funny and crazy,
Eccentric and sweet, like honey in morning spring,
The queen bee flirting with deadly nectar,
Blue roses, so I don’t need anymore love…
While secretly I wish for the yellow rose,
The perfume of the decease…
The memories of the boy u were once upon a time…

Trust me he tries hard that am feet’s bleeds!
Poetry is the curse,
Of the tormented soul, the cross were u shall lied naked,
Your eyes pick up by the crows,
Darkness shall be u companion!
For the last journey, I hope!

I shall take a doll,
London dolls,
I still love u,
Because I wish for the end,
The sweet lullaby,
Whispering my last goodbye!

Decrease the fable,
There is no story,
Simple phrases,
To get away!

So in 2 lines,
I shall give up or stand up?

I am so tired….

The pain and broken dreams,

Enough!

COPYRIGHT@2006.H.NAUDET DIT MARGOT.

Everyone’s thought he was funny and crazy,
Eccentric and sweet, like honey in morning spring,
The queen bee flirting with deadly nectar,
Blue roses, so I don’t need anymore love…
While secretly I wish for the yellow rose,
The perfume of the decease…
The memories of the boy u were once upon a time…

Trust me he tries hard that am feet’s bleeds!
Poetry is the curse,
Of the tormented soul, the cross were u shall lied naked,
Your eyes pick up by the crows,
Darkness shall be u companion!
For the last journey, I hope!

I shall take a doll,
London dolls,
I still love u,
Because I wish for the end,
The sweet lullaby,
Whispering my last goodbye!

Decrease the fable,
There is no story,
Simple phrases,
To get away!

So in 2 lines,
I shall give up or stand up?

I am so tired….

The pain and broken dreams,

Enough!

COPYRIGHT@2006.H.NAUDET DIT MARGOT.

SLATER DREAMS !

15 minutes to get trash, to forget, to falls into oblivion…
Because I find myself guilty to falls for a dream,
Another crack, another hollow holy prayer!
And I try to think, I am simply not dead,
Just changing!

All the drugs in the world won’t change my feelings tonight,
Nobodies knows how I feel, right at this minute,
When my guts play with my mind!
The ones I used to feel,
Before the beatings!

Better luck next time,
That what they will says...
But nobodies knows what I wish,
At this minute, to disintegrate...
To oblivion…how easy it would be!

But baby I am going to try again,
My heart is bleeding,
Upon the sheets of once upon a dream,
Yes I admit I truly believe it would works,
To find myself crash on the page!

It has been a long time,
Just a little pill to falls asleep,
It is going to be along time to falls asleep,
Since u broke the news,
I was dreading!

Happy the man,
Happy the man who is blind
From ignorance!
I wish I was empty,
And dreams were simply words on pages/ screen!

I wish I could swallow the end of the world,
And be past tense!
Co`s I am so tired, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow or never?
Does it really matter?
I am simply so sad….

I guess I should know better!

COPYRIGHT@2006.H.NAUDET DIT MARGOT.

SLATER DREAMS !

15 minutes to get trash, to forget, to falls into oblivion…
Because I find myself guilty to falls for a dream,
Another crack, another hollow holy prayer!
And I try to think, I am simply not dead,
Just changing!

All the drugs in the world won’t change my feelings tonight,
Nobodies knows how I feel, right at this minute,
When my guts play with my mind!
The ones I used to feel,
Before the beatings!

Better luck next time,
That what they will says...
But nobodies knows what I wish,
At this minute, to disintegrate...
To oblivion…how easy it would be!

But baby I am going to try again,
My heart is bleeding,
Upon the sheets of once upon a dream,
Yes I admit I truly believe it would works,
To find myself crash on the page!

It has been a long time,
Just a little pill to falls asleep,
It is going to be along time to falls asleep,
Since u broke the news,
I was dreading!

Happy the man,
Happy the man who is blind
From ignorance!
I wish I was empty,
And dreams were simply words on pages/ screen!

I wish I could swallow the end of the world,
And be past tense!
Co`s I am so tired, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow or never?
Does it really matter?
I am simply so sad….

I guess I should know better!

COPYRIGHT@2006.H.NAUDET DIT MARGOT.